Concertino bianco: 2 Con venerazione - Georgs Pelēcis


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[ID: I'm watching the sunrise on a cost I had to
walk to. The waves violently slope against a
black brickish shore. Soon, I am leaning over an
edge. I am a meter and a half away from the
world. This space feels non-existent. I haven't eaten.

The sunrise is on the other side of town. You
have to walk to see it. You need to think of
birdsong to hear them sing.

The waves lisp and clammer, clammerating while I
watch. I tried spotting seals earlier, though the
waves were too active, alive. The sun comes over
a far away hill and I let it spot me. I
would let it burn my eyes out.

Boats went past, (illegible) I (illegible) put on my
headphones. There look to be no clouds above.
The wind plays a salty tune.

I lean, and I worry about falling.
I look, and I (illegible) know what I see. I have 
been here before.

I listen, and I have never heard this song before.

So many have!

This is alright!

(illegible) My hair gets in my face!

The wind is costal and cold and local but
I have my best jacket.
It looks like this:
(Poorly drawn sketch of a Winnie the Pooh varsity jacket, with a blue outline on the chest, over a rough black outline of the coat.)

It's my favourite jacket and I am grateful
for it keeping me warm.

The sun has fully risen—I should get home.

I'll send you the photos later.] End ID

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