keep your ears by the door

the world is ending.

the world is ending.

I am tired and out of work and the world is ending.

University is closed and the world is ending.

 Digital Publishing, as I have been taught in one module, is theoretically thriving, despite the notion that the world is ending.

Let's keep an ear out and see where this goes.

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